sorrow!!

Sorrow moment also when patient of yours died, not on the spot but u see on the next day, patient was not on the bed anymore and u reliase that they went just without teling u!! i dunno how i will react?? u cant react cause it make no changes!!The patient has gone but the truth is that he or she might not heard about Jesus!!
one aunty only 36 years old with 4 children and was done surgery for few times, and now again with a new diagnosis!! i am very close with her, and all sudden she ask me if i can help her, yes without any hesistation, i say if i can helf, i will. she was telling me in hakka that she want to died and if i can help her to donate all her organs to those who need them!! try to guess was is my reaction!! no tears of course, but my heart just cut with deep insicion!!!
what can i do?
in Jesusshine daily blog, i pray for her salvation including healing. amen!!

what u expect to see in the hospital?? healing? i see death almost everyday!! the patient u saw last night, today he has left!! not that i fear death but where are they going now? they might dont know Jesus!! i cant help but tears accumulate in my heart!! u cant easily see the tears rolling down to my chin, but deep inside my heart i cannot express it out through tears and emotion, that is why i keep the tears in my heart!! anatomically, heart is confine within a capsule, any extra fluid collected in between heart and this capsule, cause the heart cannot pump which is call cardiac tempornate and at the end heart failure then death!!

So sorry to express my feeling in this Jesusshine dailyblog!! i really dont want to be diagnose with cardiac tempornate where my tears all collected in my heart!!

wait=Believing on God's word!!

wait!! see nothing, and yet wait blindly? what are u waiting for? the life on earth is to wait for the glory that the Lord is going to bring us to!! friends ask me, why did God want to create us and let us stay in this fallen world? i cant wait to going back!! there are so much suffering!! the waiting process always take us to be patient and hope!! if u see it, then it is not of hope!! paul said present sufferings cannot compare to the glory which is to come!! there is a greater thing ahead which we do not see!! that's why faith is not by sight, but based on God words!! how many times u see yourself rigtheous? but the word of God say so!! wait until u see it, that will be the day when meet again in heaven loh!! wait is by believing u are rigtheous, and indeed u are rigtheous!!

the waiting process itself is faith!! it is truly "wait blindly", cause whatever u see will not be faith!! But it is always based on the word of God!! this waiting is a believing action on what God said!! Jesus tell the disciple to go, and make disciple of all nation, but later he ask them to stay in Jerrusalem and wait!! Because the power is going to fill them!! Before they go and preach, they wait by faith because Jesus' words and after that they preach, 3000 get saved!! that is the action of waiting which is by faith and believing God's word!! remember the time on earth is waiting--which is believing the promise of God!! we are waiting with the word of God which He has already done all the things, U want healing, He has given, U need money, He has given, suscess? He has given, relationship? He has given!! you haven't see it, That's right, wait--Believeing it now!!

While on earth we are waiting for The day to come, We are waiting with faith, by faith, and through faith!!

Everyday sitting on the bed are patients who suffer from pain, discomfort, difficulties in breathing, difficulties in moving. some of them are waiting for their final!! i can never feel the pain, the Lord has redeemed me!! but to be the best in my expertise, to sympathize and care for the patients, i really need to feel their pain, they need my gentle care!! still i cant!! As the Lord care for us, He went through what we had went through, and giving all He has to exchange with us!! He first suffer the pain and took it from us!! I really thank God that Jesus went through the pain, the hurts that struggle me, that He took it away!! Lord, thank you for the finish work that i might rest in it!! Rest??

in Hebrews Capther 4
Therefore, while the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us fear lest any of you should seem to have failed to reach it. For good news came to us just as to them, but the message they heard did not benefit them, because they were not united by faith with those who listened. For we who have believed enter that rest, as he has said,“As I swore in my wrath,‘They shall not enter my rest,’” although his works were finished from the foundation of the world. For he has somewhere spoken of the seventh day in this way: “And God rested on the seventh day from all his works.” And again in this passage he said, “They shall not enter my rest.”
Since therefore it remains for some to enter it, and those who formerly received the good news failed to enter because of disobedience, again he appoints a certain day, “Today,” saying through David so long afterward, in the words already quoted, “Today, if you hear his voice,do not harden your hearts.” For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken of another day later on. So then, there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God, for whoever has entered God's rest has also rested from his works as God did from his. Let us therefore strive to enter that rest, so that no one may fall by the same sort of disobedience. For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account.

The Finish Work of the cross, when Jesus said it is finish, it is finish!! so that this is the rest that again he appoints a certain day, “Today,” saying through David “Today, if you hear his voice,do not harden your hearts.” strive is always means believing by faith, if we labour for the rest, then it would not be rest!! they cannot enter because of thier unbelieve!! Hebrews 4 verse 1 start with saying let us fear lest us failed to reach it.. all refered back to capther 3 last verse 19 So we see that they were unable to enter because of unbelief. Remember it is the matter of ur believe to enter that rest!!

with this, Jesusshine daily blog want you to believe and enter the rest!!

Can you imagine the Lord sick while He walked on earth? No, our Lord Jesus was never sick! He was vibrant, full of life and full of health. A woman who had a bleeding condition for 12 years was healed immediately when she touched the hem of His garment. If the hem of His garment was soaked with His health, vibrancy, energy and divine radiance, how much more His body!
“And as many as touched Him were made well” (Mark 6:56), for “power went out from Him and healed them all”. (Luke 6:19) When He told His disciples, “Take, eat; this is My body”, it is the health and life that given to us!! He is the bread of life, from now it change my view of taking Holy Communion!!! it is power and i must take it with this revelation!!!!
we should practice it anytime because it remind us and proclaim the health and life to our body!!
Let us practice together after this Jesusshine daily blog, be vibrant, full of life and full of health!!

today the 3rd day in sibu, general hospital not pack, my schedule pack!! There are so many things that i dont know(History taking and physical examination) but i have to do it and present it to lectures!! Can u imagine to let a blind man to search a black cat in the darkroom? That is how my situation in!! at night study in the small room until 1-2am, so much of reading i have to do but still cant see the ending, forget this is just the beginning, can u see how tired i am now? Home sick even in the midst of my buzy!! finance, housework, study, stress...... thinking of food, thinking of the nessary need that going to buy.. thinking of when PTPTN going to bank in my account.. thinking of how to servive with only left RM5 in the wallet!! all seem like bigger than my God.. i have no idea how long i can stand, all i do now is just put my trust in Him, not by sight but by faith. find rest in Him!! looking forward to join wesley methodist and aslo bethany sibu!!1

John 5:14, “…c u r well again. Stop sinning o something worse may happen to u”.
and after reading from my friend about mt 11:20-24, it make a lot of the believers scared. i dont really know what is the meaning from behind, but let me ensure you, are you a believer of Jesus Christ? do you believe He is God, He died for your sin and He rose up from the death? so, You are perfectly rigtheous and you are going to heaven. noone can take this assurance away not even the Devil but only God. But if He who judge, judge not but interceeding for you day and night, are you not 100% assured?

What do you think righteousness is about? Something you do or something you are? Right doing or right being? God imputes righteousness not to those who strive to obey the law (Galatians 2:16), but to anyone who simply believes in His Son. Because Christ took our sins and gave us His righteousness (2 Corinthians 5:21), the moment we believe in Him, God treats us as righteous apart from our works or obedience. (Romans 4:5-8) This is new-covenant righteousness!! a righteousness that comes by faith and not works.

Be bless again in Jesusshine daily blog!!

feeling? Is it love? Friends around me tell me that i feel this is the right one, i am sure this is the right one? how u feel it? feelings comes and go, i might fall in love with somebody, but what if we have to separate for quite some time, and reliaze that i am not even thinking of her anymore, is that love? yes, i might say i like her very much, what if i realize that 10 years later i have no interest to her anymore, is that love? that is my feeling, feeling change with time, it may strengthen with time, it may also fade with time! through out my life, i built my feeling on a lot of girls also boys, don't miss understand i am not gay, so we become good friends. sometimes, i have over exceed my feeling toward some girls, then i thought it is love, but it end up with sadness and sorrow!! if love is feeling, it should be sweet and nice, right? who want love to be sorrow and fear. instead, true love cast out fear!!!

love is not feeling but it is beyond feeling!! unless you find the real love, or else you dont understand love!! Love is God and God is love!! unless u know God, or else You doesnt know love!! this is not only for you, also for me!! i need to know God first to know love!!

Yes, it is true that every life has a story to tell!! Our life is a book on it own, every incidence is the content and the author of our life will be our Father in Heaven!! He decided the plot of our life, the purpose He wrote this book is to show others how He loves us and to reveal His glory to others!! I am glad to become the main character of my book, you too my friend has been the main character of your own book. Be bless when you begin to pen down your life because He has bless us so much, don’t worry you may not know how to write your next chapter of life, He will hold your pen and bring it to completion in Christ Jesus. It will be a book with power to touch life!!