my blog is not cool,
my blog is not hot either,
my blog is to shine for jesus!!!
do u believe that when u know u are the child of God,
good things started to chase over u!!!
so long not sharing in the blog, the testimonies has pile up,
the main one, i pass my surgical posting!!! going back to kuching soon!!!

reading so many blogs knowing that life is so colourful,
it really worth while to live as Christ has given us life, and life more abundancely!!!
they know they are child of God
and life in this foreign land--earth is not for us to forget our identity!!
until and unless u know ur identity, u cant enjoy life!!!

last night i get a big mirror stick onto the wall in front of my study table,
so every time i study, i will have chance to look at the handsome one!!
i wrote down a phrase as well--'beloved Child of God'!!
this is to remind myself i am a child of God and my Father loves me!!
i like what jolina said friends and her sis are far away,
but they are in her heart always.
My Father seem to be far away,
but actually He is near in my heart!!

mirror reflects the image,
image and identity, do they match?
the one you see, is it the one God see?
do you see a child of God,
as He is your Father and He is God!!

a child of God I am,
He has call me by name,
to this foreign land i have came,
always remember my identity is still the same!!!

GOOD BYE

Until u lost something than only u will appreciate what u have. Since young, I don’t have much sense of belonging, might be due to I am in the state of lacking. Many times, I just feel that I don’t have the things that I need, the things that I want. Now as I grown up, I have my own little things, I started to own them, I begin to scared I will lost them. I treasure them very much.I just want to appreciate them as I have them.

This evening, I attended a funeral along with my friends, uncle Peter is our house owner. Since the day I came to sibu, he is there helping us. He is the one who come to us every morning, every evening to encourage us, to talk with us. I don’t really talk much to him, but I know he has so much care of us. As I went in the house, the sorrow, the feeling of lost was so strong. There is a feeling of missing!!!

Life is just so short, I know where he is now, I am glad that he is back to the Father. But there will be always have something missing. Someone or something that has passes by your life, it might be a short while but he will always be in ur memory. Even though u will lost memory, but he will never lost in the path that you has walk through. As, you look back, there will a shadow.

Thank you, Uncle Peter. U have made me understand to treasure each one that has come along in the path of life.

Goodbye, uncle Peter.

Marathon

Marathon,
medical course.....
one of my friend quit, another one still thinking about it,
before this, there were two friends had left us :<
it is not only five years journey,
but whole life,
life itself is a marathon,
to run the race is not base on how interligent or how skillful you are,
it is all about press on, what are u holding on,
this friend of mine quit because he reliase that he has no interest,
anyway i am glad that he is not wasting his time.....
i know this time is the peak of my life,
i will have to make full use of it and make it meaningful,
God indeed make my life meaningful in the medical course.
i will hold on to the end, cause i hold on to His plan....
i am glad, and i dont want to give up......

Father, i will not give up!!!

'My son, I AM proud of u!!'

it is new posting. medicine posting is not like surgical posting, it is lot difference.
it is more difficult because it cover more disease. will try my best. :)
chronic cough for more than two weeks, friends started to worried,
some more cough out sputum mixed with blood yesterday morning,
went to A & E department,
took a chest x-ray, and sputum for culture to rule out TB.
hehe.. everyone was shock....
dont worry, i wont get TB... i am claimed by the blood of the Jesus,
no disease can attack this temple of the Holy Ghost!!
symptoms are not meant to be there as well,
i know who i am, and i am not doubtful about my identity,
i am son of God, son of the Most High God,
with Jesus as my big Brother,
all my Father will say is 'My son, I AM proud of u!!'