i have been tagged

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: joshua
Birth Date: 19.8.1984
Current Status: Single


LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
My Heritage : I'm a MAN
My Fears : alone and dark
My Perfect Pizza :Hawaiian Supreme

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up : What is plan for today?
My Bedtime : Between 12 and 1am
My Most Missed Memory: have big dreams together with joseph and darren, 'DREAM TEAM' in the basketball world with mervyn, melvin, darren and kenneth..

LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: both
McDonald's or Burger King: never try Burger King, i think i like both, i like KFC most!!!
Single or Group Dates: Group la, i like friends mah
Adidas or Nike: both
Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: both

LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: never smoked, i cant stand the smell
Curse: dont like at all
Take a Shower: that is my concert time, i can really sing in the shower!!
Have a Crush: Used to
Think You've Been In Love: wish to
Go To School: Yeah
Want To Get Married: Of course
Believe In Yourself: sometimes i dont
Think You're A Health Freak: yes, i am

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: try once not that nice
Gone To The Mall : wish kuching got mall like Midvalley!!
Been On Stage: got fear but have a great memory when i represented 20 leo's club presidents to give a speech
Eaten Sushi: i want to try
Dyed Your Hair: i want to if can

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...
Played A Stripping Game: Whats a stripping game?
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Yeah but that is not me

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To Be Married: 25.

LAYER 9: IN A GUY/GIRL...
Best Eye Colour: shiny and big
Best Hair Colour: black
Short Hair or Long Hair: long

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Completing this tag thing
An Hour Ago: movie and lunch
4.5 Hours Ago: examine a few patients
1 Month Ago: getting ready for cny
1 Year Ago: Not sure, I guess preparing for exam

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : God, My family, My brothers, my friends, food, sea, 'titanic' ship, nature, travelling, music, helping out, chocolates, pizza, movie,
I hate: Pride, peaple with mask
I hide: my failures, my shame, my hurts...
I miss: my brothers
I need: Be more real and a life partner.

mood like weather

Exam in one weeks time,
i am still dont want to study,
i should say i have not started yet!!!
always feel so heavy to lift up any books!!!
my eyes stick to the movie series!!!
..
what happen to me actually??
anytime my world become stormy,
lightning and tunder come anytime!!!
my mood swing so fast that
sometimes i just doubt my own feeling.
..
i cannot continue like this
or else i cant study lah!!

Miri

the trip to miri is great!!!
tiring but enyoy it so much!!!
since long wanted to go Miri,
always heard of the beaches so nice,
yup, after i saw the beaches and the sunset,
i feel like going back there one day!!
the houses just by the sea side and it was big!!!
as big as palace!!

joining the youth retreat,
it was great,
seeing brothers and sisters in different place worshiping God,
different race, different culture,
but what link us together is the love of christ
and His blood that pour out for us!!!

what i have bring back from the camp,
is that i am not going to find my partner so desperately!!!
the story of rebecca tell me that
God will always prepare with His timing with His purpose!!!
rebecca just willing and humbly serve without any complain!!!
God honours that!!!
and when time comes God make her become the wife of isaac!!!

orthopaedic, bony man

people say this posting very boring.
yup, only due with bone and soft tissue,
accidents, gun shot, trauma, blood, wounds, scars.....
at first get scared with it, then boring!!!!!
only 6 weeks in orthopaedic posting,
need to learn as mush as possible,
but still very boring....
probably i don't like skeletan.
also a lot to remember different parts of bones and joints.
but will begin to loves it, and i want to get excited about it!!!!!
it is God creation boh!!!!!
He has so wonderfully made it, do i dare to say boring....
no mah, cannot mah,
so going to explore a bit and let my Father begin to reveal much!!!!
He is the creator of the universe,
i just need to ask Him how He wonderfully made me!!!
Father, You are so amazing!!! How you wonderfully made me????