back back back

hey, some of you have heard me say that when i am back,
there are somethings i need to face, somethings i need to do,
yup, facing it now!!!
i am glad that God is faithful!!!
Anyway, bethany has change alot, trying to fit myself in,
and it take only a short while, here is always my home mah!!!

someone ask me do i have a girlfriend in sibu???
i will have to say no loh!!!
people like me very hard to find one lah!!
hehe, dont make me feel desperate about it!!!
friends all coupling up themselves, young people everywhere also like that!!!
of course i have good feeling toward someone,
but i will always have this in my heart-->
is she the one that God prepare for me??
how to wait and know that she is the one!!
some leaders tell me just guess lah,
some say when the time come you will know!!!
telling my true feeling to you all,
i really dont know how to wait and find for the perfect one,
but i just trust in God!!
do you know that there are times i go by my feeling,
and it fails me!!! it hurts!!!
of course my hormones and my emotions make a lot of control!!!
but i pray that God His spirit govern me and the peace of God guard my heart and mind!!!
i do sin and my mind go wild!!
God loves me and make me strong in each area!!!
i pray that my blog readers will be real as well, do not act like you are so spiritual!!
remind you, we are just human being that need God grace!!
even when we grow older in the Lord, we need even more!!!
God loves you more than anyone else!!
He will be there for you!!