With Jesus

no matter what may come my ways,
no matter what i am going through,
with Jesus I can make it.

some friends was very concern about me,
they ask whether my relationship with God still going on?
do i still wait on the Lord for any decision i make?
have i forgotten that God is the Lord of my life?

i just wonder, if i have forgotten God,
can i still survive and live a life that so blessed??
i just receive my result in distric and family medicine posting.
i got a C+, is low actually, but i pass.
i thank God for it, i know how i got through it,
it was His blessing all these while.

hard times and difficult times,
i thank God for it.
yes, i did complain and blaming at first,
but i got to faithful in these small little things,
so that God can entrust me with bigger things!!!

i realize that the first time christian being mention in the bible,
is when they live like Christ, they do what Christ did.
they helps those in needs, they heal the sicks, they cast out demons.
so are we christian??
these gifts are given not only to the apostles but every christians.
we are suppose partaking the divine nature like what the bible say!!
but are we???