holidays end :<

new year holiday end soon,
go back to routine again,
knowing i have pass my O & G posting,
really praise Him for His favors always upon me!!!
a glimps of eyes, i dont know how i gone through it!!!
and i am going to finish my 3rd year without reliasing it!!!
even it is still a long way to go!!!
i am not afraid anymore, He is with me!!!

holiday make me lazy even more,
didnt touch my books at all.
movies, movies, movies,
i love movies!!
i have change my taste of movies,
taiwan movies bring me a lot of laugter!!!
'wei siao pasta', 'lan qiu bu luo'
many more!!!
it is really great!!!
enjoy very much!!!

food never stop,
i am still growing but side way,
anyway the more i eat,
hope it can boost me to play basketball more!!!

meeting friends,
some old friends, having good time together!!!
chating and looking at how they have changed,
grown up should i say,
wow i cannot deny that we are getting older!!!

change

as time pass, thing has changed.
the world is marching to advanced era.
things changed, peolple changed,
i will become insane if i remain the same.
one of my friend said that.
..
looking back over my pass,
surely i have changed.
am i growing toward the glory of God ,
or more look like the world.
i check myself, is the fruit of the Spirit reveal in me?
a good tree bear good fruit.
am i a good tree?
..
well, i have become so much of self concious.
i am so concern how the people look at me.
i become more kia su, more pretentive.
i hate wearing a mask.
i hate to become a religious folk.
talk like one, act like one..
..
i just want to be Jesus consious,
actually the more i try to act or talk like a holy saint,
i become insane.
it is only behavior modification, but not life transformation.
i just want to be Jesus consious,
what He do, i do.
who He is, so i am.
He is righteous before God, so am i.
when i know i am righteous like Him,
i dont want to care how people look at me anymore.
let them jugde me through my fruit.
Father, i am in Christ as His spirit abide in me forever!!!

Baby

6 weeks in O&G posting. by the way O&G stand for Obstretic and Gynaecology.
Everyday see women, young, old, thin and thick!!
manage to delivered 3 babies with my big strong hands.
Holding the small baby in my hands,
knowing that God has a great plan for this baby,
i will never know who is he/she going to be,
but the Lord has started His great plan!!!
the baby is so ignocent, he/she dont know what happen,
just begin to cry, I can say that they are stress free.
do they need to worry??
The Angels watch over them.
yes, it is same for me,
God's angels are watching over me,
my heavenly Father is watching over me.
but i just need faith to believe and feel Him!!!