Jesusshine!!!

just after long case exam!!!
Praise God, i get an easy case, i presented this before,
during clarking the patient, i was so nervours, sweating,
even the nurses give me tissues to wipe!!
anyway, post-opperative appendicitis is my long case,
patient has gone through the operation the night before,
so of course i know the diagnosis,
anyway, it is not me that so lucky,
it is His favor that never leave me!!
still coughing, was worried will affected my presentation,
but God has suppress my cough while i am presenting,
can u imagine only after my presentation,
i started coughing again!!
tomorrow will have the samething happen again,
cause His favor never leave me!!
and surely u will see me posting another testimony!!!
i have created this blog for no reason but to let Jesusshine!!!
Thank You, Jesus!!!

PES

fever, headache, cough, sore throat.....
PES---pre-exam syndrome
only few more days to go,
my voice getting worse,
how am i running commentary during the exam??
orally, i have lost the battle!! am i consider the loser??
long case, and 2 short cases,
how am i communicate with the patients??
how am i going to present the case and answering the examiner questions??

while i am complaining and worring,
SMSes reminded me the LORD has won the battle for me!!
i has pass this surcical posting exam!!! In jesus name, amen!!
thank you, Jesus..

what i see

what i see is there is nothing good!!
what i see is the exam date getting nearer!!
what i see is the thick thick books cannot finish reading!!
what i see is the disease that will bring me a death sentence!!
what i see is the examiners going to ask me questions that so hard to be answers!!
what i see is that i have lost peace, lost strength, at the end i lost hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.....
what i see is just what i see!!
if only i can see God, then i will have no need to see what i see!!
anyway, faith is not about what i see, is all about what i believe!!!!
i can see nothing, but behold the glory of God in the eyes of faith!!!!!

Pancreatitis, Eosophageal carcinoma, Appedicitis,

Diverticulosis, Intestinal obstruction,

Renal Calculi, Peptic ulcer, Cholecystitis.......

Lots lots more!!

this is what i have to know before the exam,

not only knowing, but remeber each single details!!

long case, and short case exam,

one patient given , i need to approach him,

to take history, to examine him,

and to come out with a diagnosis....

communication skills, examination skills, background knowledge.....

it is not only sciences

but also an art in the process of getting the diagnosis...

what if the patient cannot understand chinese or malay at all?

i dont understand iban and fookchow

what if the patient is old?

He cant really provide me the information or give me the wrong information?

what if the patient have a very complicated signs and symptoms,

i cant come out with a correct dianosis?

what if i cant finish the history and examine of the patient in time?

so much of worrries!!!!

i cast all this unto You, Jesus!!!

without Your favor, my hardwork is in vain!!

It is You Lord who give me marks!!

Thank you, Jesus!!

Thank you, my friend!!

Friend are not game to play,

nor a word to say,

it doesn't start in march,

end in may,

to friend life must lay.

the price that need to pay,

that to give up everyday!!

friend like potter and clay,

shaping life and way.

say thank you dont delay,

i make it on today.

thank you, my friend.

Thank you Jesusshine bloggers...........

From Sibu to Kuching & Kuching to Sibu

come back from kch!!

Night of fire was great, more than 3000 people!! pick it up!!

stay only few days at home, it was short!! miss home, miss kuching!!

meet up with few friends!! long time no see, everyone change!!

feeling very odd, lost of purpose, loss of hope!!

just dont know why, it is just another lie of the enemy.

get back to sibu, routine again,

ward, clinic, bed side teaching, study, and basketball, watch movies,

Father, thank you, for u revive me again!!

Lord, i want to keep on hearing Your great love,

to strengthen my faith and my walk with You.

Lest not the lies of the enemy grasp me away!!

Lord, let Your will be done in my life as in Rebekah's life!!

You pick her out of normal ordinary day!!

Lord i know You have great plan for me out of my norm!!

Let Yours not mine,

thanks for granting me the desire in my heart!!

Blessed the Lord, Forever and ever!! Amen!!