what u expect to see in the hospital?? healing? i see death almost everyday!! the patient u saw last night, today he has left!! not that i fear death but where are they going now? they might dont know Jesus!! i cant help but tears accumulate in my heart!! u cant easily see the tears rolling down to my chin, but deep inside my heart i cannot express it out through tears and emotion, that is why i keep the tears in my heart!! anatomically, heart is confine within a capsule, any extra fluid collected in between heart and this capsule, cause the heart cannot pump which is call cardiac tempornate and at the end heart failure then death!!

So sorry to express my feeling in this Jesusshine dailyblog!! i really dont want to be diagnose with cardiac tempornate where my tears all collected in my heart!!