bethany

bethany is my second home!!!
i have my brothers and sisters here!!!
we are one big family share the same blood through Jesus!!!
it is so good to be in the family!!!
we are accepting each other as we are.
there are times when we have conflicts
and there are times when we get fun!!!
we are sharing our life together!!!
i thank God for putting different ones in my life,
i also thank God that i can be part of others life!!!
we do have different ideas, opinions and feelings,
so let us share it so that we can be one!!
i am just an eye may be, so i need everyone of you to be whole!!
and let Jesus be the head!! ya!!
let us loves one anothers as Jesus has loves!!!
and let us loves not with words but deeds!!!
i love you all!!!

back back back

hey, some of you have heard me say that when i am back,
there are somethings i need to face, somethings i need to do,
yup, facing it now!!!
i am glad that God is faithful!!!
Anyway, bethany has change alot, trying to fit myself in,
and it take only a short while, here is always my home mah!!!

someone ask me do i have a girlfriend in sibu???
i will have to say no loh!!!
people like me very hard to find one lah!!
hehe, dont make me feel desperate about it!!!
friends all coupling up themselves, young people everywhere also like that!!!
of course i have good feeling toward someone,
but i will always have this in my heart-->
is she the one that God prepare for me??
how to wait and know that she is the one!!
some leaders tell me just guess lah,
some say when the time come you will know!!!
telling my true feeling to you all,
i really dont know how to wait and find for the perfect one,
but i just trust in God!!
do you know that there are times i go by my feeling,
and it fails me!!! it hurts!!!
of course my hormones and my emotions make a lot of control!!!
but i pray that God His spirit govern me and the peace of God guard my heart and mind!!!
i do sin and my mind go wild!!
God loves me and make me strong in each area!!!
i pray that my blog readers will be real as well, do not act like you are so spiritual!!
remind you, we are just human being that need God grace!!
even when we grow older in the Lord, we need even more!!!
God loves you more than anyone else!!
He will be there for you!!

finish 3rd year!!!

just finish paediatric posting!!!
finishing 3rd year!!!
it is all by God grace!!!
i cant do it on my own!!!!

Here in sibu i make alot of new friends!!!
suddenly dont feel like going back to Kuching!!!
i will miss them alot!!!

anywhere see u all in Kuching!!!
for those who are far away from me!!!
Dont worry we are not too far!!!
u will be in my heart!!!