sorrow!!

Sorrow moment also when patient of yours died, not on the spot but u see on the next day, patient was not on the bed anymore and u reliase that they went just without teling u!! i dunno how i will react?? u cant react cause it make no changes!!The patient has gone but the truth is that he or she might not heard about Jesus!!
one aunty only 36 years old with 4 children and was done surgery for few times, and now again with a new diagnosis!! i am very close with her, and all sudden she ask me if i can help her, yes without any hesistation, i say if i can helf, i will. she was telling me in hakka that she want to died and if i can help her to donate all her organs to those who need them!! try to guess was is my reaction!! no tears of course, but my heart just cut with deep insicion!!!
what can i do?
in Jesusshine daily blog, i pray for her salvation including healing. amen!!