why?

these time i suppose to study hard for my medical posting exam!!!
i came home(home sick mah)!!!
didnt really study cause a bit stress that why i have escape from the stress situation!!!
back home here, i watch movie(home alone, Erogon) great movie!!! eat and sleep!!!
i complain feel time about stress tough i am not in the situation anymore!!!
i know i havent escape from the stress--preexam syndrome!!!
any medication??
i know God's favor has upon me and i know i will pass this exam by His grace,
just that something hold me back!!
what is that??
Father, nothing else disqualify me to receive blessing from You,
i reject the preexam syndrome,
and receive Your favor and good result for this medical posting!!!
in Jesus name, Amen!!

how much is my blog worth?

$0.00
my blog is worth $0.00
because Jesusshine blog is to shine for Jesus,
how can that be count?
it is priceless!!!
no balance when you value it with the price of the earth.
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let u know,
as i begin today with my new page of life,
i thank God for He remind me His great love for me,
i am a sinner because Adam sin,
my sin nature make me sin all the way!!
someone say it is unfair,
at least i become sinner if i sin.
but it is even unfair,
Jesus make me righteous,
i no need to do righteous thing to make me righteous,
and my righteous nature in Him begin to produce the fruit of righteousness,
love, joy, peace, long suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control!!
effortlessly i begin to develop this nature,
even self-control is not my own will power,
where i struggle so much to control my desire,
but it is His spirit that work in me!!
unless u believe the power of the Holy spirit can change u from inside out,
u will still trying ur very best to change and it will never happen!!!
THIS IS THE TRUTH NOT FACT!!
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bible say i am the light, do you think a light can loss it shineness?
no,even as it is dim it will still shine in the darkness,
i will try to hide, but i will still be shining!!!
bible say i am the salt, do you think i will lost my saltiness?
i lost my saltiness, then i will not be call salt anymore, probably i am just sand!!
when the bible say i am salt, i am light, nothing can change the truth!!
it will become a fact!!
i never heard of light that cannot shine, salt that is not salty!!
the truth is the light will shine, the salt will be salty!!!
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how much the blog worth now?
am i putting facts or entertainments to value Jesusshine blog?
this is truth that cannot be measure with money, but faith!!
do u believe it?
Jesus will shine if you believe, Jesus will still shine if you dont believe,
so dont measure Jesusshine blog with money!!

I AM NOT A FISH!!!

what should i say?
people showing thier real-self--'self-fish'
i am not 'fish', but i begin to become 'fish' as well,
it is not nice to become 'fish'.
people become 'fishy',
what must i did?
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i reliase that i become like them as well,
but i just felt not good,
it is not my councius that tell me,
it is my nature,
i am not a 'fish',
that's why it really make me felt uncomfortable!!
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by now, better dont use the word 'fish',
it is self-fish that i refer to.
some of my coursemates will only think of their benefit,
would do anything to get any opportunity in learning,
trying to grasp as much patients as possible,
sad to say that it slowly everyone become like that.
even the disciple whom Jesus loves, Joshua also become self-fish.
he doesnt like to become like that,
His nature is not fish but fruit of the spirit!!
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He feel bad and he feel scared too because the opportunity will be grasp by others!!
anyway, from now own, i will only rely on God and His truths not the facts.
the facts is people becoming fish, joshua will still the beloved child of God.
He will not be scared or fish anymore, He trust His favor!!
i am not a fish!!!!!!!!!!!