in lack!!

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil;
my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

this Psalm mean so much to me at this very moment!! i am in lack because i never look to my shepherd!! i choose to look at him!!! i shall not be in want!! Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life!!! check in my bank account, the money bank in is only RM 1450!! they have deducted RM 1000 for the whole year payment of my hostel!! i pay all my hutang for all my medical books which cost me RM900 something!! the money that i borrow every semester is RM 35oo, after deducted the fee, usually have RM2400 left but now only RM1450!! do i need to compromise for my one tenth which i will left only RM2oo!! how to survive with that for half a year? Lord u are my shepherd, i shall not be in want!!You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies, You anoint my head with oil; my cup run over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!